Friday, November 30, 2007

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S.O.S.(Eng Ver.)歌词-Shyne
난 어떡하다가 지금모습 보다가
내 눈에 갑자기 눈물이 고여지네
내가 왜 이러지 눈물 왜 흘리지
세상이 갑자기 왜 어두워진거니
어두워진 이 세상이 내겐 힘들겠지만
포기하진 않을꺼야 보여주고 말거야
*and how do i turn back from
where i've gone wrong?
how do i keep from each tear that falls?
and won't there be someone to guide me through it all
i'm not gonna fall down . i'm solid and strong.
i'm moving on.*
i only wanted someone beside me
someone to talk to someone to guide me
but things never work out
the way you want them to
nobody wants to play by the rules.
rap>> i'm being faced with denial
i know i've been cheated and lied to
i'ts okey though i'm strong enough
i know that i'll pull through
and i'm not gonna sit here thinkin'
who's right or wrong
naw,i'm better than that
i've learned to fight. i'm gonna move on
so much drama,messing with my head.
you with your lies your tricks
leaving me with regrets
revealing all my secrets and my deepest thoughts
trying to get everyone to go and turn their backs on me.
어두워진 이세상이 내겐 힘들겠지만
포기하진 않을거야 보여주고 말거야 *
i'm just waiting for the day
when the world around me starts to change
i'm looking forward to the day
when there'll be a smile upon every face
i'm just waiting for the day
when the sun will once again shine my way
i'm crying i'm praying for my soul to be saved~
rap>>yo, i'm tired of this can't take it
i'm sick of your lies your fakeness
after all you've done you'd think i'd fall
but you know that? i'll pull through it all
see? i learn from my mistakes
took a while to realize you was a fake
but now i'm gook i'm through with you
put my life back in the right place
should've known you would've used me
should've known never to mess with fate
but now it's cool it's over now
and i ain't gonna hate? just know
i only wanted someone to talk to sorry
i thought i'd found it in you *
rap)but now i'm faced with denial
know i've been cheated and lied to
it's okay though i'm strong enough
i know that i'll pull through
and i'm not gonna sit here thinkin'
who's right or wrong. naw i'm better than that
i've learned to fight i'm gonna move on
and yeah i admit that i was blind
deceived by your stupid disguise
but i got peace within kuz
i know that through this. some good will arise
it's called strength over struggle
it's what's keeping me here
so let's get one thing straight?
i'm a fighter! so here me loud an clear.


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

fucking taxi driver nearly cost me my life~

tmd~

nearly got into a car accident 5 times during the entire taxi ride~

fucking hell~

zzzzzzz~

reckless taxi driver~

talk about others~

why not talk about yourself~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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hur~

i vomitted blood once again~

and an asthma attack~

thank god i didn't hyperventilate~

hur~

i'd bet i'd be sent to hospital in no time~

and then those bloody damn doctors would prescribe me STEROIDS~

whoa~

scary~

I HATE STEROIDS~!

.:: why is love so hard to recognise? ::.
.:: To love is to forgive? ::.
.:: To love is to forget? ::.
.:: To love is to be blind? ::.
.:: To love is to be strong? ::.
.:: To love is to trust~ ::.

Why is the world so fake~
Why is the world so vague~
Why is the world a mirage~
Why is the world so secretive~

I want to forget~
I want to live life peacfully~

what i want most~

is~

just to sleep eternally frozen in a bed of ice~

an eternal slumber from which i will never be awakened~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

managed to get myself fucking drunk when i got home~

haha~

now its hangover time~

wootx~ haiz~

dun ask me why i did it~

dun ask me how did i do it~

i just drank like no tml~ hoho~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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Monday, November 26, 2007

please~

where is someone when i needed someone the most~

god~

please~

pray that i can survive work today~

please~

pray that my mind don't shutdown~

please~

bless me~

hope that i can take it~

hope that i don't faint~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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THANKS A BUNCH~

DELETING ALL MY TESTIMONIALS IN FRIENDSTER?

Removing me from ur profile?

Who I Want to Meet:

Angel


WOOTX~

GREAT WORK~

GOOD JOB~

WELL DONE~

ADIEU~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

fk~

thanks~

i saw the message u gave me?

I CRIED~

thanks a bunch~

nice one~

you had everything planned do you?

including me crying?

everything?

you had that all planned out?

wtf~

i didn't do anything to have had u say that to me~

do you even know how devastating your words are to me?

do you even notice?

damn~

i bet you didn't notice~

do you?

the last time i broke with you~

you said you'd change~

e.g me above games? spending more time with me? taking me out etc etc?

BUT WHEN I WENT OVER TO PEI U~

U ARE STILL GAMING WHEN I'M THERE~?!!!!

DOES THAT COUNT AS A CHANGE~!!!!

am i ur gf?

or should i say that i'm simply nothing to you?

WOW~!!!!

nice~
______________________________________
FYI your message:
Your sincere lies create devastating days too..
Same old style trying to manipulate
by propaganda means
so scheming
yet deceiving love,
Thank you very much too.

My reply:
What?! When did i do that?!

FYI your 2nd message:
You dun even know when
how will i know when is your actions
and i was never been told of anything.
______________________________________

thanks to you~

I'm feeling faint~

thank you~

seriously~

thanks~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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Friday, November 16, 2007

why is it that~

when i broke up with you~

you always find means and ways to be sweet or anything~

frigging making me emo more and more~

sweet talking over the phone?

sms-es asking me if i were ok?

I given up hope already~

i fainted numerous time coz of u~

what else do you expect?

do you know just how much stress and negligence you've been giving me?

you ask me to go over ur hse to pei u~

IN THE END?

YOU ARE FKING PLAYING YOUR HELL GATE LONDON~

RIGHT~

YOUR BLOODY GAMNES ARE FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME~

IF IT IS~

THAN SAY IT~!!!!

I'LL LEAVE~

LIKE NOW~!!!!

_|_

ALL I WANT IS A BOYFRIEND OR A FIANCE WHO COULD AT LEAST BE WITH ME~

WHEN I'M SAD~

DAMMIT~!!!

NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND~

I'M STILL SMILING AT YOU EVEN THOUGH I'M SAD~

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS ON ME?

FK~

I CAN'T HOLD ON ANYMORE~

I'M FALLING APART ONCE AGAIN~

FK~

I WANNA DIE~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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If ever ever ever~

i can finally be happy~

it can be the day i die~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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Thursday, November 08, 2007

haiz~

ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fking dulan~

stupid attp auntie~

ji dan gao~

idiot sia~

we already say that we're not the asiasoft ppl~

we can't help her~

we have no access to asiasoft things~

and PCBUNK DOES NOT BELONG TO ASIASOFT~!!!

i kept repeating myself~

dammit~

SHE JUST DOESN'T UNDERSTAND~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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FKING DULAN~

NB~

then nevermind~

kenneth says this is the last warning for being late~

late another time and you don't have to work here anymore~

argh~!!!!!!!

WHAT HAVE I DONE TO HAVE THAT?!

_|_ i only late for afew times~

zzzzzzzzzz~

I ALSO HAVE MY HOLIDAY PLANS alright?!

not only them~

dammit~

why is it always like this~

haiz~

fk~

i'm fking sadded~

ARGH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ji dan~ my life is fked up~

first my dad~ then this thing~ stupid shit~

LIFE SUCKS TO THE CORE~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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